A to the L to the kantpan..

Salam to all..and I think its never too late to wish all the muslims around the world, may we are blessed in this Holy month..perbanyakkan ibadah, perbanyakkan mengaji and paling penting sentiasa ingat Allah kat mana pon kite berada..speaking of kat mana kita berada, I'm currently in Alkantpan desert, a no man's land and where all destructive weapons were tested here since 1989..tempat ni sangatlah secluded, the nearest small town (even Pekan is bigger) is 300km away..slalu tgk dalam tv je cite pasal org stuck kat tgh2 padang pasir, and yet I am one ofthose 'lucky' people who are chosen to experienced this vast, deserted places on Allah's earth..

at Alkantpan..

Ape ek aku buat kat tgh2 padang pasir ni? Just work..testing and firing (though towards more kulibatak job I can get) but it's one of those moments that I'll treasure till the end of my life..tempat testing ni sgt luas, even almost always fully booked by countries who wish to develop their defense industries..and jgn terkejut kalo aku ckp Singapore topped the rank of those countries..bak kata org denel, almost every two months they'll come here and test their so called 'secret' weaponry..tak kisah la..maybe betol or maybe not..skang ni pon ade 2 org singaporean yg dok kat lodge ni tp buat2 tak kenal org mesia..lantak kau la, ade aku kesah?

Enough of this flat surface where you could see the day after tomorrow is coming at the horizon..sembang pasal bulan puasa pulak..alhamdulillah aku berkesempatan untuk merasa puasa kat negara org..mmg la tak sama ngan puasa kat mesia..food takyah cite la kalo kat mesia..kol 5 je sume belumba pegi bazaar beli lauk, aku dok gado nak balik umah cepat sebab bebuka kol 530..and tak lupa jugak untuk skype..so dikesempatan bulan mulia ni, aku pon cuba2 la jugak untuk stop merokok..mmg takde faedah pon I admit, lg bazir duit ade la kan..but its been my natural habbit since 13 years ago..masyaAllah..lama gile dah rupenye..paru2 pon da magenta kot..dengan ini aku berazam untuk cuba berhenti, or at least mengurangkan kadar pengambilan nikotin kedalam badan..

One thing that surprised me is, slalunye kalo time puasa, tak dpt rokok, badan akan jadi super lemau..but this year is different..tak dpt rokok pon segar je macam biasa..that's why people always said that, nak seribu daya..tanak bejuta alasan..kan?

In the next two and a half week, I'll be back home for Hari Raya..tp bukan raya first la balik..sbb nak gak merasa raya kat negara org tanpa rendang and lemang..one thing for sure, I am really looking forward for this holiday :) especially pasal gamba sneak peek kat post before this..doakan supaya semuanya berjalan lancar..aminn..

Last week sembang2 ngan mak through skype..sembang macam2 la sampai ke pagi..dari isu diamond sampai la ke cerita pasal my childhood..and to my surprise, I am shocked when my mom told me that when I was 2 years old, I still didn't say anything..and my mom thought was this; 'mak ingatkan aizat dah bisu dah'..hahahahahahaha..patutla I'm a slowwwwww reader..maybe ade kaitan ngan tu kot..org mengeja lagi laju dari aku membaca..believe me!!

Paragraph wajib: banyak2 bersabar and jangan skip ur meals tau..berat dah makin susut tu..nnt balik saya teman awak makan selalu ye..love u always <3..and thank you for the wishes below and the notes on fb :) thn tak dpt celebrate sama2 but next year sampai bila2 kite celebrate sama2 tauu..love you always!! :*

Before I end this post yg boleh tahan panjang, I want to thank all those who supported me through thick and thin..dan aku sgt bersyukur kerana masih lagi dapat menyedut udara free yg dikurniakan Allah pada tahun ke 27 kehidupan di atas dunia..semoga tahun ni aku akan lebih kuat berusaha, lebih banyak beribadat, dan lebih banyak bersabar dengan ape je dugaan yg Allah bagi..and I am glad being surrounded by good friends, colleagues, family and my dearest lover..insyaAllah kalo umur panjang, bertemu lagi kita bila2..

Ok la, jom teraweh :)

ps: thank u for the wishes :)

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