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Yaahoooooo hari ni gaji..planning on buying a drum set..duit umah da bayar..duit kad kredit da bayar..duit mak da bayar..simpan pon da sudah..yg tinggal untuk enjoy!! hmmm..macam tak cukup je..kalo tak cukup bli bende lain la..perfume pon macam best..ke nak gi buat spek baru?? mata da tahap kronik nih..subtitle kat tv pon da nampak dua line..parah..

last night was really challenging when u have only rm14..whattodo?? hahahha..bought a pack of 20's (which lasted for 6 hours only due to heavy-smokers-house mates) and a bottle of 1.5L coke..wahahahah..since that day, my smoking habit reached the Ultimate Level of Addiction..MUST..HAVE..CIGAR....(tetiba tringat lagu yon3-gimme a one cigar..hahahahah)

new year is less than 6 hours..atuk ni kata nak datang tapi tak jugak call..nak kene parkon agaknye die ni..hahah..malam ni kompom tak masuk kl..nak ngadap traffic jam ngan roadblock?? hmmm tak payah..lepak makan2 ngan kawan2 syok lagi..papehal lepas balik opis baru pikir..

James Owen Sullivan a.k.a The Reverand a.k.a the rev died 3 days ago..RIP..bukan la nak sedih2 tapi pasni da takleh aa nak denga karya2 kreatif die..uuhh..nak kene blaja main drum sendiri aa cani..oh btw..for anyone who doesn't know this guy..he was the drummer for a7x..

tgh hari tadi tdengar lagi rumours nak hanta training gi China or Taiwan..what the fook?? been hearing this since december last year!!! hahahaha.. nonsense laa..yesterday had a meeting on training scope for jetty,rmy and mss..ooooo mentang2 kty takde korang nak act jadi bos eh?? tunggu je la kty balik..jap lagi seko2 kene bambu..LOL!!

jabar datang lagi!! -->(bunyi macam iklan tora datang lagi) woww..da tuka status da membe aku sorg nih..dari matrik dulu kenal..sampai la da nak kawen da pon..congratulation man!! nanti ko punye kenduri aku sempat datang..korang nak hadiah ape?? ko cakap kat cik puan kalo nak trim kening kat saloon baik takyah..bazir je..hahahahha..nak perm rambut boleh aa kot aku nak blanje..anyway..congratulations to both of you..aku doakan korang kekal sampai bila2..

ps: reading about nicotine effects..makes me worry huh?? naaahh..i couldn't care less..

Plus+ 3

after a while, a found that i'm no longer have any feelings for you..thank God..You've opened my mind and made me think deeply..and wise enough to make this decision..from now on, i'm gonna do what i like, whenever i want and with whom i like..Woooooaahhh!!!! sorry but my feelings for you gradually decreasing..nevertheless, we are still friends rite??

my hair is getting longer and its like tropical forest right now..and i'm not going to cut anytime soon..hahahah..objective: Glenn Johnson!! hahaha..reminds me during my second year at kutkm..who the F took that photo?? hmmmm...maybe Felaini's hair is my next target if i couldn't find a saloon that can make one..

new year is coming and i'm literally broke..huh..hoping for payslip tomorrow..what to do eh?? jalan2?? bored..makan2?? bored x 2..thinking of a nice trip with friends and colleagues..pangkor maybe..or tioman..redang also good..shit everything must use money..is there anything that you can get for free??

my dear little sister Abir has been admitted into hospital (again) last saturday but alhamdulillah been discharged yesterday after asar (egypt local time)..she have to resit her practical exam paper tomorrow..do your best adek..i'll pray for you..be a good dentist!!

ps: next week i'm going to know my IELTS result..band 6.5 should be enough..you will always be my number one..you had my love once and i never regret giving it to you in the first place..but now, i need to pick up the pieces of it and by not loving you should be the first thing i need to do..and im doing it right now..thank you for everything :)

2009..

feelings for 2009:

-happy

-sad

-exited

-deceived

-lost

-broken hearted

-bored

-curious

-frustrated

lessons for 2009:

-spend while you can

-do savings for your once in a lifetime occasion

-do not attemp or try to know something you should not know

-dark angel consumes rm160 of ron 95 for 952.46 km

-the harder you try, the higher you fall

-do not hope for others to solve your problem

-know her mother will be first in my checklist

-x360 will definitely distract you

-jeli kelapa taste awsome when you are bored

-do not trust telcos sweet promises

-lower the level of curiosity

-sometimes, being ignorance is better

-rain-x really works!! (170km/h on PLUS while heavy rain, wiper not needed)

-do everything for yourself

-you can't give a heart if you don't have one

-be opportunist

-you can lose 6 years in just a day

-last but not least..remember Allah will always be there

2010 resolution:

-nil (shit!! this can't be happening!!)

-after all that happens,it is too hard to think of one

-wait, i got one

-nope..doesn't matter

-can i just let 2010 fly by??

ps: one thing for sure..CARPE DIEM

Seize the day - a7x

untuk sape2 yg tak penah denga,pegi la denga..lagu ni memang best..lirik die sgt meaningful untuk aku..so skang behempas pulas mencari goreng lagu ni..haha..enjoy!!

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These's streets we traveled on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'll do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
(a melody, a memory, or just one PICTURE)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
(a melody, a memory, or just one PICTURE)

Seize the day or die regretting the time You lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here
Don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real


So what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again? Whooooah
So I never want to leave you and the memories OF us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time You lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here
Don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)
(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)
(I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home) x2

(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)
(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)

credits to sing 365.com for the lyrics

Plus+ 2

alo..

pagi ni bangun dengan penuh rasa tak best..hidung meleleh,kepala pening..dan2 je sampai opis perut buat hal..huh..poning den..tapi macammana banyak nye rasa saket pagi ni,tetap takleh nak distract aku dari fikir pasal tu..hmmmm..someone,help distract me to keep on focusing..(jap lagi telan actifast ngan coke,kompom lena diulek mimpi)

jawapan yg aku cari kat intenet tak jumpa,pakar expert pasal crane da resign sebab tak tahan, esok bos nak repot pasal crane detail..tahniah madol!! kalo tak siap gak petang ni, tadah je la tlinga tu..hahahah

masa on the way gi keje, dan2 je tringat rodtax moto da kong..hahaha..seb baik takde roblok macam smalam..redah sajaaaa..tanpa menggunakan helmet mahupon safety helmet, dengan machonye dua org jejaka separuh gile menunggang sebiji ex5 dengan kelajuan maksimum (87 km/h, tu pon da drop tu..kalo tak 90 km/h..LOL!!) menggunakan jalan alternatif..bunyi cam gempak padehal lalu jalan kebun sawet.shit

ape la jaba tgh buat agaknye kat umah..aku rasa tgh training pes sbb smalam kene belasah kaw2..hahahaha..sori jabs..ko memang tak power..ternyata wearside a.k.a sunderland yg paling mantap dalam game tu..tinggal reti ngan tak reti pakai je.

aaarrgghhhh sambung keje.deymn you leaking nose..

adakah dunia berlaku zalim?? or i am exaggerating?? cant sleep..fishes keep banging their heads on the glass..shit!! lupa bagi makan..sorry..takleh tulis jugak..

...

sorry..im speechless..my mind just..puff!! gone..thank you..

Skin

pada yg membaca (kalau ada), skin da berubah!! wahahaha..time kaseh kepada berkenaan yg telah mengaja..siap aa pasni..mesti tekejut punye kalo tgk blog ni jadi lawa..

WAHAHAHAHA >:)

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i'm wondering, boleh tak jadikan satu tin yg dah kemek seperti sediakala?? hmmm..antara jawapan yg dapat dari orang2 yg agak2 sengal:

-boleh, simen balik body die

-boleh,balut ngan plastik lain

- tak boleh sebab strenght die da lari (kejar la balik..hahah)

hmmm...tp aku rasa boleh kot..tapi banyak sket proses die..kene masukkan balik dalam furnace, leburkan die..tuang dalam mould..takpon jadikan keping2 pastu press balik..hahahaha!!

berita selanjutnya..si pendek rambut panjang dah pandai bagi aku keje!! WTF?? damn..mentang2 samuel eto'o ngan steven gerard takde harini, dan2 je dapat keje lebih..wahahah..ape nak buat..da nama pon keje..takyah la banyak songeh.

to someone..dont sibuk2 about me..im not interested and annoyed (kalau die baca laa)

to another someone..thanks..and a smile :) heeee...

di tahan waja patrole

WTH???

pehal laa aku kene tahan ni..maybe sebab kete aku ganas sangat kot..hahahahah..polis tu jeles sbenanye..hahahah :)) bermulalah kisah selepas menonton chelsea pada malam minggu yg lalu...

seperjalananku ke banting,singgah sebentar di stesen minyak petronas taman putra untuk mengisi minyak..pastu aku sambung la jalan..dengan penuh berhemah dan mengikut had laju yg ditetapkan, betembung ngan sebuah polis dari arah bertentangan..time tu aku pon usha la polis yg tgh bawak kete tu..jalan lagi sket, tgk kat rear view mirror, nampak polis tu u-turn..hmmm...something suspicious..aku wat tak tau je sampai die follow blakang pon tak sedar..dan dan je kuar lampu biru ngan bunyi (....sensored...org bekenaan je tau bunyi tu..hahaha), aku pon berenti laa tepi jalan..

ACIK POLIS (AP): encik,mintak ic dan lesen

AKU : nah

AP : tolong matikan enjin dan kuar dari kereta

aku pon menurut perintah..

AP : saya nak periksa kenderaan cik

setelah puas menyepahkan kereta dan menyelongkar segala laci yg ade didalam kereta..

AP : ni sticker ye?

AKU : haah. (tanpa banyak cakap.iye kan je..)

masa tu blom goyang lagi..masa die cek bonet,nampak pistol kat pinggang..yg polis lagi sorang pegang mp5 kalo tak silap..

AP : saya nak buat body cek

AKU : (dalam hati..what the fuck??)

AP : tolong keluarkan segala barang dalam poket dan letakkan tangan di atas bumbung..

masa tu sumpah kepala lutut rasa goyang..first time kene body cek..huhu..tadi takde plak rasa cani..rasa macam aku ade buat salah je..hahahaa..malu siot org tgk aku kene tahan ngan polis..

lepas 10 minit, polis tu blah..naseb baik die takde nak saman pape..huh..agak2 kalo aku lari malam tu ape jadi eh?? hahaha

alone again..

malam ni nk tulis short form je..

-happy to see someone happy

-same time not happy because cant be there

-sad thinking about myself

-i dont want to be here

-help me someone

-my heart is bursting

-mentally tortured

-not in a mood to read ielts book

-why??

-this is hard

-trust me

-cant help myself

-hungry

-tired

-really tired of this..

-tired of everything...

you can see..but you cant touch..

the title says all..how painful it was to go through this period alone..nevertheless,i must keep going on..thank you for everything..all the sweet moment shall remain in my heart forever..gamba ni dedicated to someone really special..;) african redtail catfish..

smile always..;)

accept that!!

slalu kite tgk dalam drama..kadang2 dalam lagu pon ade..about someone who loves someone, but decided to let it go because of love..secara logiknye, adalah tak logik..tetapi mengikut kewarasan minda dan kerasionalan akal, adalah sesuatu yg sgt sedih dan sgt boleh berlaku..dulu ingatkan lagu or drama macam tipu je..now i know how it feels..really hurt..really sad..but in a way, im glad that i will not continue to burden her..always hope that she'll find the man that really belonged to her.. and blessed by her parents too..i'll pray for her happiness..may Allah forgive her and bless her..ameen.. 2310

fuh..

lamanye tak menulis..stahun lebih kot..lepas abes blaja da tak menulis dah..haha!! boleh tak kalo nak start balik?? hmm..update terkini..sr3 ku sayang dah lari ngan jantan lain :-D haha..keje skang dok saja..2 kali tuka hp since last post..moto ex5 merah..2 kali pindah umah sewa..laptop pinjam brodband slow..skang pakai kete pinjam and paling latest ade 4 ekor ikan patin berenang renang di dalam akuarium dalam bilik..hahahah!!

oooo..tetinggal..ke takyah cakap ha?? nak tau call la..owh and da tuka nombo..019 7515257..ni nombo company..yg lain2 nombo silaaaaaa delete..time kasih..