stop

stop hijacking my dreams..I'm just tired and need some good sleep..why can't I just close my eyes and just wake up normally next morning?? Is there any machine that can control what you want to dream in your sleep?? I just wish that doraemon really exist..

ps: jom sambung tido..
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my drifting thoughts

damn schnell..hari ini mmg tak best sbb tadi siang ade discover something..that could really bother me for I don't know how much more longer..seriously I shouldn't do it or try to find it or searching for whatever that has to do with you..eventually, I failed restraining myself from doing it..and now, it's 4.30 am and yet I still couldn't sleep after doing house chores and packing farul's thing that supposedly needed to be shipped by tomorrow morning..so what should I do now to close my eyes? Listening to mp3s definitely didn't work..yet, some songs made me reminisce old memories that I should have burn it down somewhere between last year..

Seriously I need some help..but what kind of help? Waiiittt a minute..am I going nuts?? I must be!! Is speaking to myself infront of a mirror every single day means that I'm crazy?? I don't think so..kan slalu ade movie omputih cite pasal multiple personality disorder..is that for real?? Mcm mana boleh jadi camtu eh?? Siang jadi org lain, malam jadi org lain..gile aahhh..sumpah kronik kalo camtu..kalo btol la ade, and aku boleh pilih dua personality, time siang aku nk jadi psychologist, tp time malam aku nak jadi musician..waaa gile style camtu..

Kalo sape2 perasan, ade je bende yg slalu org sembang2 kat kedai kopi tp takde bukti or fakta kukuh untuk backup cite2 diorg..its the conspiracy theory..is it true?? Can anyone really proof that they exist?? I wanted to believe such thing, but sometimes, all the stories were exegerated and made up pretty good so that it will look like there's something mystery going on..contoh simple pasal kejadian 911..mengikut pemikiran logik akal, mangkuk2 kat US tu are running out of crude oil supply..so by creating such massive accident (which everyone knows what) they would have a reason to do a strike back to the countries in the middle east, which they labeled them as the so called terrorist, in order to secure the oil that happen to be under their soil..that's not a coincident, isn't it?

Ade tak sape2 yg pernah terfikir, yg kejadian tu bukannye konspirasi semata2..tapi memang sbb org2 islam mujahidin dah memulakan serangan memerangi kafir? Kite sume pon tau yg umur dunia ni dah tak panjang dah..dengan bencana alam merata rata, perang sana sini..so aku rasa, logik je sbenanye yg buat serangan tu org2 islam yg memang berjihad di jalan Allah..dah lama dah rasanye org2 islam turunkan pedang time perang..so why not naikkan pedang2 moden yg ade skarang? Maybe now is the time, kan?

Bile tgk mangkuk2 kafir ni paranoid, memang rasa klakar..aku ingatkan time stone je boleh jd paranoid..rupenye mangkuk2 tu boleh paranoid 24jam tanpa perlu menjadi batu..contoh la aku bagi..kat seblah umah ni ade international american school..every single day, there would be 6 to 7 man, well dressed in black suit, and with earphone hanging by their ear, guarding around the school parameter..senang cite korang bayangkan je agent2 cia kat dalam cite hollywood tu, haa sebijik mcm tu..diorg memang akan ade kat keliling skolah tu sampai habes time skolah..aku tgk kat skolah2 lain takde plak agent2 tu..tgk betapa paranoidnye diorg..pastu farul kata kalo lalu kat tepi2 skolah tu, jgn pandang2 sbb diorg boleh suspect ko nak kidnap budak2 tu..ahahaha..

Speaking of being paranoid, td siang ade satu cite kat natgeo pasal liquid bomb plot in the year of 2006..starting cite tu aku tak sure tp mmg sbb mat2 saleh ni paranoid la kan..but their surveillance team sgt dasyat dan menakutkan..diorg boleh sneak into your house, and plant some hidden cctv in the walls, up in the ceiling and anywhere else that they think it would help them doing their surveillance..and untuk sape2 yg tak tau, this is the starting point of larangan membawa liquid lebih dari 100ml masuk dalam cabin kapal terbang..and aku gile suspek kat org yg cipta bomb ni..the story is, ade la dalam 8 - 12 org yg terlibat..so diorang ni nak bomb 7 flights towards US's main city..cara yg diorg buat adalah, dengan menggunakan botol air yg masih seal, tebuk lubang kat bawah botol, and replace those drinking water with chemicals that will react with some kind of trigger..bile dah seal elok2 botol2 tu, diorg akan masukkan dalam bag pastu buat macam biasa masa lalu dekat airport security check, sbb time tu takde org yg suspect pasal liquid bomb..gile bijak..so sbb tu la skang takleh bawak naik lebih 100ml of liquid..kalo botol air pon, kene botol yg dah bukak and dah minum..sama macam kotak rokok, kene kotak yg dah bukak and dah hisap 2 3 batang..

Fuhhhh..lega dapat karut panjang2..rasa relief..takde org baca pon takpe (lg aku suka kot)..orait, till then..

ps: yeah come on chelsea..sket je lagi!!

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do not read

"what the fuck dol?? Ko sengaja carik pasal kan?" Kata aku kepada diri sendiri sambil membiarkan bunyian bass dari headphone memecahkan gegendang telinga.."Lek aahh die tak tau pon" jawab aku kepada persoalan yg diajukan oleh diri sendiri sambil meninggikan volume headphone tanda protes.."So kalo die tau pon, ade masalah ke?" Tanye diriku membalas jawapan ringkas yg diberi.."Takde masalah pon..sbb die mmg taktau" jawabku dengan penuh yakin terhadap diri sendiri.."Dude, seriously let it go" nasihat aku kepada diri sendiri.."Am I not doing it now?" tanyaku dengan nada yg agak tinggi menunjukkan tanda2 ingin marah.."I'm not acusing you of anything..chill la weh..bg nasihat pon nak marah" jawabku dengan tenang.."Malas ah aku layan ko..baik aku layan nasi briyani special kat dapur tuh" balasku dengan selamber katak sambil menuju ke dapur leaving my crazy mind alone..

seriously, you lot out there still reading this?? I guess reading about monologues rather more interesting than reading journals about some bloke found a way to use wind as a replacement to the combustion engines..or should I say, its like reading diaries, right?? Hahaha..stended aa lumrah manusia yg suke amik tau pasal org lain kan..aku pon suke gak kadang2..but somehow, kadang2 ade sesetengah benda should be left untold..some sort of secret aaa lebih kurang..let it be a mystery (macam mata aku bak kata mas)..because once u learnt something, you can't unlearn it..unless ade machine untuk wipe memory..which I believe they exist somewhere on this planet earth..

Aaaanyway, baru je lps layan cite conviction..and I really am totally amazed with betty anne waters..this is a true story and untuk sape2 yg blom tgk lagi, pegi la tgk..best gak aa..aku tanak cite panjang2 sbb karang jadi spoiler plak..(padehal aku malas nk cite)..ok bye..

gambar ehsan dari madol

ps: sempat gak aku buat satu entry sambil makan briyani special..i need help..and now, i really do miss my car..

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enjoy every little thing

sorry aku tak tau nk letak tajuk ape..memandangkan penantian selama seminggu lebih berakhir dengan tragedi yg tidak menyayat hati, so aku letak aa tajuk entri ni bersempena headphone yg baru sampai dari jepun..it all started with farul's monster beats studio by dr dre..headphone tu memang superb takyah cite aa..dengan noise cancelling ape sume..tgk harga la pulak kan..cume satu je, headphone tu ade sound leak..so bile denga kuat2, nnt org seblah pon boleh denga lagu ape yg korang tgh denga..that is why i decided to buy this one..though its cheaper (not that cheap la kan) but its quite decent compared to monster beats..

Audio Technica ATH-Pro700 Mk II

lepas menggoogle pasal ath-pro ni, i found out that this is a quite new headphone..and it's only been released and sold in japan..memandangkan keinginan melampau untuk memiliki headphone ni, i took a leap of faith by ordering it via amazon..mula2 macam goyang gak nak order, buatnye tak sampai..tp sebab seller tu baik hati dan sentiasa memberi respond yg pantas, so aku pon order laa..masalahnye skang ni bukannye dari seller, tapi dari parcelforce yg super lembab and incompetent..jap aku paste tracking detail untuk parcel ni..

Date	Time	Location	Tracking Event
18-04-2011	11:27	London Central Depot	Collected by addressee
15-04-2011	06:32	London Central Depot	Awaiting payment of charges
14-04-2011	23:01	London Central Depot	Received at delivery depot
14-04-2011	09:53	National Hub	Received and processed
14-04-2011	04:18	International Hub	Received from Customs - charges to be paid
12-04-2011	17:29	International Hub	Awaiting Customs clearance
12-04-2011	17:05	International Hub	Received in destination country
11-04-2011	22:32	Heathrow Airport	Received in destination country
11-04-2011	03:41	CHUBU INT BAG	Forwarded for export
10-04-2011	21:04	Delivery Agent - JAPAN

seb baik aku keep track parcel ni, kalo tak memang berkurun aa dok kat depot diorg tu..dah la tak call or hantar kad ke pape soh collect..yet kene bayar customs charge lagi..nak haram btol..tp tak kisah aa sbb aku dapat headphone ni murah..

btw, its officially spring now..and the view outside is superb!! pink and purple flowers start to grow from trees..sememangnya menenangkan..ok ah, aku malas nak menulis sbenanye, so babai..owh, before that, this is me and idzmil fooling around this morning before we went to london central depot..layaann..

Here In My Home by Various Malaysian Artists

ps: fifa 11 online gile cool...and owh, there's definitely nothing left for you and me..

dunhill 20 MY

wassap guys..its 230 am and i still cant sleep..the last two weeks happened in a blink of an eye..ketenangan melampau yg aku da lama tak rasa..yeah maybe rasa soothing sbb ade sedara mara datang sini..kecoh satu umah..but it is really nice to have them here..(satu sebab lagi ialah mereka datang membawa rokok dunhill cop MYsebanyak 3 karton)..though i really miss home..to my concern, yesterday was one of the best days..chill out sampai lebam dengan cara memblock segala jenis masalah yg ada..its not running (yeah its kind of) but still, dengan memblock untuk seketika segala masalah, adalah cara terbaik untuk merilekskan diri sendiri..

lately slalu baca review pasal headphones..pasal noise cancelling and so on..and now i really know how this noise cancelling or noise reduction or whatever they called works..it is just a simple cancelling of sound wave by reversing the amplitude..so bile amplitude positive jumpa amplitude negative, it creates 0 amplitude..tp setelah membaca review2, bukan aa sume noise cancelling ni 100% works..takat ni rasanye max pon dalam 95%..and it limits to high pitched noise..so bunyi2 bass yg ade kat surrounding still akan tembus masuk dalam earphone, thus distorting the pure music that we should hear..so setelah menjalani kajian secara tak ilmiah terhadap earphone2 yg ade, aku telah mendecide untuk mengorder sebijik headphone audio technica..tetapi memandangkan headphone tu baru lagi kuar and ade kat jepon je skang ni, so kene aa tunggu tunggu dalam 2 minggu..cis..ok aa tu..nak bli monter beats mahal aa plak..ekeke..

pusing2 kat fb tadi, i saw a wedding video..a friend of mine back in skolah rendah got married but i really dont know when..anyway, congrats to her..ok2 silap, tujuan aku menaikkan isu ni adalah sebab cinematography video wedding die..memang terbaik aahh..memang menaikkan lagi smangat aku nak berkecimpung dalam arena videography nih..tp tu la, camera canggih dah ade pegi jual sape suruh..hadoyai..nevertheless, aku akan tetap mengumpul duit, or mengumpulkan duit, (shit aku da lupe structure ayat bm) supaya dapat merealisasikan angan2 di siang hari ni..

owh and before i end this whatever shit you guys called, penah tak tgk org2 tua cabut janggut guna tweezer??? penah kan??? my dad loves doing that, especially time traffic jam kat dalam kete..masa kecik2 dulu, aku slalu macam hairan dan pelik..ape laaa yg best sangat cabut janggut..nape tak cukur je kan senang..and so, last week aku berjinak2 ngan seekor tweezer..aku berjinak ngan tweezer tersebut sbb aku geram ngan janggut aku..awal2 pagi time mandi (kadang2 je aku mandi pagi) aku cukur licin..jap lagi time nak tido malam, dah start tumbuh dah janggut halus2..dengan kegeraman yg melanda sbb aku bersusah payah cukur bagi licin, so aku amik tweezer yg aku bli ntah bile tah, lantas menarik sehelai demi sehelai anak2 janggut yg cuba2 untuk tumbuh kat dagu ni..and guess what?? masyuk gile dowh!!!! puas hati kalo dapat cabut selai2..memang melalaikan btol buat perkara takde faedah ni..tp nikmat die, org yg ade janggut je boleh paham..layaannnnn...owh and btw, janggut2 halus a.k.a anak janggut tu kan, nampak je macam halus..tp bile cabut ngan akar2 die, rupenye panjang dekat2 half centimetre jugak aaa..gile ajaib..aku rasa nnt bile balik, aku nak standby satu tweezer dalam kete..cabut janggut time traffic jam macam bapak aku slalu buat..ahahhaha..jgn tegur aku kalo aku buat camtu nnt..buat2 tak tau je..arasso??

satu lagi, (bile nak habes ni)..haritu gi makan nasi itik, ade ngan kawan2 farul..and kawan farul tu plak bawak sorg minah korea ni..wallaweyhhhh..gile comel!! tp die ni nama je org korea, tp membesar kat mesia..tu pasal kawan2 die sume melayu..siap boleh kecek klate lagi..gempak..tp lawak aa tgk org korea kecek klate (comey plop)..ahahah..

oklah..aku sudahi karangan bajet lupa cakap melayu ni dengan surah al-asr..bye..

ps: i'm not missing anything, am i?? damn..sbenanye aku nak tulis entry ni tak pakai space bar..next entry lah..

the sun is out

Date: 3rd April 2011
Location: Starbucks Coffee off Regent st
Weather: 2degrees C, bright and windy
Situation: Crowded
What am I doing: chilling outside of starbucks with mocha frappucino while having malaysian dunhill..

Sayangnye takde dslr skang ni..kalo tak da bedozen gamba aku amik..takpe ah..next time masa honeymoon nnt..ekekek (berangan tak sudah)..ok bye..

ps: a ginger is crossing the street!! Beware!! Hahaha..

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sambal belacan

wassap..just had great dinner with farul and his friends at meat & wine co @ westfield..let me stop and explain a bit..this is a truly great restaurant, i would suggest that you lot try their food if you're in london..yeah the name said wine right?? yess they serve alcohols but the main purpose of going there are not for that..its the steak!! and what's great about these steaks are its halal..maybe some of you would question their 'halal' status, but not me..because here, to receive a halal cert is much more harder than in malaysia..they need to do resarch on halal food, the way muslims slaughtered their cattle, and the way muslims made their food..and i'm quite surprise when they even have separate kitchen to distinguish between halal and non halal..lgpon sebab kat sini agak2 payah nk cari daging halal, so bile ade sain halal and cert approval by uk halal food authority, maka, makanlah tanpa was2..burrppp..to steak-maniac, this is a must try..

since farul ade kat sini and ade kemudahan sebijik x5, maka setiap hari pegi makan kat msd (mesian hall)..tp ade satu hari tu sbb da bosan makan kat msd, so kitorg tuka plan pegi makan kat bonda (malaysian cafe)..so menu aku sepanjang minggu ni adalah sgt2 melayu sbb hari2 dapat makan sambal belacan! memandangkan hari2 dok makan sambal belacan, aku tibe2 dah jadi fasih bahasa melayu..dah tak pelat da mcm sblom2 ni..hahah..yg bestnye, ade laa satu orang ni masuk kedai bonda..memang stylo aahh dressing die..muka memang londoner abes..rambut blonde kalah mat saleh..skirt tak cukup kain toksah cite aa..orang ni pon dengan catwalknye berjalan ke kaunter untuk order nasi campur..dekat2 nak siap pilih lauk, beliau bersuara: 'dik, sambal belacan ade tak?'

oleh sebab manners aku masih lagi berada pada paras tinggi, so aku gelak dalam hati je aa..yg lagi best, beliau adelah seorg maknyah..yeaahhh!! kombo..tak dapat cari makan kat mesia, cari makan kat london..lagi style..gaji dalam pound..i wonder what car did he use..an audi maybe..gaji die konvert duit mesia pon jadi lagi banyak dari gaji engineer..eheheh..so, moral of the story is, jom jadi maknyah..eh silap..kalo dah melayu tu, melayu jugak..ever heard of those phrase??

ps: weather skang mmg best jalan2 kat park..

The jingle

Have I told you lot that this is such a small world??? Have you guys ever seen the connection between strangers?? Connections from friends to relatives..this is really is a small world..it is a small world when you know a friend, who lives as a housemate to the one that almost made me insane..what the fuck??? Is this the truth?? I'm just hoping that the info is wrong..if not, then there's no point running..the ghost will always haunt me though I ran as far as I could..(Is london far enough?)

Btw, kepada maizatul najwa, term 'esok' dekat mesia ngan kat sini, lain ye..so, my mean for esok is lusa for you..haha..lagi satu, I'm thinking of selling my curve 3g..bought december 2010..nak jual sbb da boring tgk hp tu..sape2 ade idea bape harga aku nak jual, pm aku nnt..

ps: look, I'm still breathing!!!

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