In a heartbeat..

salam..lately aku mmg malas nak update penulisan2 yg ade kerana kebizian dan kemalasan..so target skang is satu post per month..jadila kan..currently it's only me in the office..shamin n faidz pi denel dynamics ade training, hadi n razak training kat hemo, boh n cikgu turun assembly..me? I'm stuck here in the office developing test spec and test instruction..zzzz..and it made me realize one thing..tahap kebosanan bile sorg2 adalah sangat extraordinary..tidak dpt dedescribe melalui penulisan..there's no one to talk to (or I can say to merepek with) and I'm down to 4 days to submit the specs..nak main bbm kang kejap2 hang mcm bodoh tepon ni..my dearest nak pi umrah tomorrow morning..and it surely be the all time dullest week for me in africa..

Penah tak tepikir, yg umur manusia bukanlah bergantung pada jumlah tahun die dah hidup..but it really is actually the total of your breath, your heartbeat and the amount of oxygen that your lung can absorb..people didn't create time, they created time measurements..all the seconds and all the hours..sbb manusia sentiasa perlukan kayu ukur..so penah tak tepikir, yg umor korang bukan tinggal sekian tahun, tp tinggal sekian nafas..or sekian detik jantung..or sekian jumlah oxygen..katakan la, satu manusia telah ditulis masa kat alam roh yg die hanya hidup untuk 300billion detik jantung..and pastinya 300billion tak lebih and tak kurang jantung akan stop..kan?

Alhamdulillah stiap pagi bile bangun kite masih bernafas, jantung masih berdegup..we should be thankful always..bukan sume ade nikmat ni kan..ade yg bangun2 pagi, 5 minit pastu da meninggalkan dunia..atau ade yg tak sempat bangun pagi pon..hehehe..having thoughts that your heartbeat is reduced second by second is quite scary kan? Tp takde masalah pon bcoz kita tak patut takut pada kematian :) people born and die..its just the matter of when, or supposedly I say how-many-heartbeats-left..

To my dearest: I don't think you'll be reading this sbb awak sedang kepeningan didalam kereta menuju ke kenderaan yg akan membawa kamu sekeluarga pergi ke kl untuk mengambil penerbangan ke jeddah..but know this, I'll always love you..I'll always be concern about you..(And jugak sentiasa jeles), and I'll always be with you through anything..do take care of yourself..my prayers will always be with you..semoga perjalanan kamu sefamily diberkati dan dilindungi Allah..selamat pergi dan selamat kembali saya doakan :)

Ok dah la tu..ooo lupaa...untuk rakan2 jauh dekat lama tak jumpa slalu jumpa, selamat pengantin baru diucapkan..semoga berbahagia disamping suami/isteri tersayang..yelaa ni musim cuti skolah kan..sume org pon nak kawen time ni..I know I missed a LOT of my friends wedding..tp nak buat camne, I'm not in malaysia..untuk yg bakal bekahwin pon skali la jugak, selamat pengantin baru..to farul, selamat pengantin baru..sorry I can't come to your wedding..tp nnt next year jgn lupa dtg my wedding..heheh..okeh, kebosanan tidak dpt dihandle, mari kacau budak2 floor..adios!

ps: I'll always say yes to you <3

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