I just want to say hello again

well, the title is a quote from 'my sacrifice-creed' but it really means a lot to me..really..yeah yeah..maybe i've said something a little bit too harsh in my previous post..kind of lost control that time..heheh..emotional kills rationality..but deep inside, i just can't stand seeing you being miserable and lonely..nah..i said it..i felt ashamed though..i just know how you feel..i don't know why but i just know..i tried to run away from all this, but trust me..there's no point to keep running..sooner or later, you'll feel tired..and i mean really2 exhausted..i will still be the same old me..you know my number..i'm all ears..don't be shy and just give me a hello :) i'm not going to do it first and the reason is you know why..hehehe..

ps: the prepaid sim card is now resting in peace in my toilet bowl..hahahahahaah